his will they'll take away.

so, work has been particularly depressing these days. and i know that it's taking up more headspace than it should because i realize on some level how messy my house has become. because i come home and really, how much energy can come from something already so drained? and the distractibility...my goodness. for example. it's taken me about 45 minutes to feed the dog and probably an hour to put the groceries away because sure i scooped food from the bag and put it in his bowl but then i got distracted by what i got from anthro today during my emotional mini shopping spree, and i wanted to make sure i hung the stuff up before it got wrinkled so i did that but then i planned my outfit using the sweater i bought and the shoes i never wear because they're leopard print and high, and then i came back into the kitchen and put water in the dog's bowl and got distracted by putting some of the groceries away, and glancing at the old leftovers in the fridge, felt sad about that, grabbed the dog's benedryl and put it on the counter, and now it's 8:17 at night and the groceries are still on the counter sort of in bags and the microwave is beeping because i settled on a lean cuisine (which counts as a notch for 'fail' in my mental food diary) and the dog didn't get his benedryl yet.
I'm not sure why i bothered. he's not going to eat it until frank comes home anyway.
Now the lean cuisine needs to be eaten and the dishwasher needs to be filled and the groceries need to be put away and it's now 8:24pm and i haven't even peed yet. I think maybe every day this week it occurred to me how badly i'd like to be able to read minds so that i could tell if my pts are lying to me. it's so very frustrating in a distracting sort of way.
so i ate my lean cuisine. i threw a cup of spinach on it so it wasn't as bad. pete actually ate his food, he got tired of waiting. he's been doing his big boy bark and poop dance so i suppose i'll have to take him but after i load the dishwasher...and finish putting the groceries away.
i know these are some boring posts but i'm so scatterbrained...i figured a bit of congruence might be therapeutic for me and you. but mostly me.
good night and happy almost friday. again.